As far as adjectives go, i'm outspoken. I'm stubborn. I'm observant. I'm loud. i'm quiet. I'm happy. I'm guarded. I'm classy. Im blunt. but perfect? Not even close, then again who said i was trying to be? Sorry, but im not like those individuals who drop their dignity and morals at your feet. If you're looking for someone mysterious and unreadable, I'm the wrong girl. The saddest people I've ever met in my life are the ones who don't care deeply about anything at all. Passion and satisfaction go hand in hand. and without them, happiness is only temporary because there's nothing there to make it last. I love to hear people talk about what their most passionate about, because that's when you see people at their best. I believe in no-bullshit answers and saying what you feel. The only time you should cry is when you laugh too hard. I believe in being young and carefree. I beleive in blasting my music and singing off key. I feel best when I'm all dressed up with nowhere togo. Girls look at me and don't understand how I'm still smiling after all I've been through, but baby, life's too short to be anything but happy. I've learned that sometimes people aren't going to trust you, and it may be for no reason at all. Sometimes, people just judge you on what they think you will do, on who they think you are. And there's really nothing you can do about it. But remember one thing, they're not cheating you, they're cheating themselves. I beleive that flaws are what make people attractive. I beleive in second chances, and happy endings - even if i haven't got mine. I beleive that theres beauty in walking away, and to never look down on someone unless your helping them up. Each morning when I open my eyes, I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today, and only i can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn’t arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I’m going to be happy with it.
In May, i lost my beautiful baby sister
-to SIDS - [SUDDEN INFANT DEATH SYNDROME] which was, and still continues to be very hard for my family to cope with. This blog is a way for me to release myself. An online "getway" for me to say whatever i want to say, about anything i choose, during a time in which i feel i've lost my say in things completely.
So, Stay tuned - because maybe, just maybe you won't be dissapointed.
Peace and love,
'T'.
